November 10, 2005

Hello God.

Hello Edward.

I’m struggling a bit with this month's issue of Inspire. I’ve started and scrapped three different essays. I’m wondering if you could give me a bit of guidance and inspiration.

Of course. How can I help?

I think I just need to do a bit of brainstorming with you to figure out what it is that I really want to write about.

Great. Let’s do it.

Ok. Where do I start?

What are you excited about right now? What’s up for you in your life? What learning edge are you working? What do you most want to share about your present experience?

Great questions.

Hello God.

Hello Edward.

I’m struggling a bit with this issue of Inspire. I’ve started and scrapped three different essays. I’m wondering if you could give me a bit of guidance and inspiration.

Of course. How can I help?

I think I just need to do a bit of brainstorming with you to figure out what it is that I really want to write about.

Great. Let’s do it.

Ok. Where do I start?

What are you excited about right now? What’s up for you in your life? What learning edge are you working? What do you most want to share about your present experience?

Great questions.

Good. Let’s take them one at a time. What are you excited about?

Well, I’m definitely excited about the Energetics of Attraction program. I’m excited about the book coming out next week. I’m excited about getting www.edwardmills.com up as a portal to my other sites. And I’m excited about the Business Evolution Coaching Group.

Great. We’ll come back to that. Let’s look at what’s up for you right now.

Well, I had a major clearing around money stuff yesterday. The bookkeeper came in and got my business books up to date. I’ve been a bit remiss in keeping up with that stuff. And as she was working I noticed my energy getting all whacked out. She was here for about 2 ½ hours and by the time she left my stomach was all weird – gurgly and upset and just generally funky. I felt like I was clearing some deep beliefs around money although I’m not clear what the beliefs were or whose energy I was letting go of.

Does it matter?

I don’t think so. I think in the past I would have tried to figure it out. But this time I’m feeling fine just letting the clearing happen and bringing in fresh energy and beliefs.

Great. And what else is up for you?

Relationship stuff is definitely up. Melissa and I are both doing some pretty heavy work around our core beliefs about relationships. We’re both dipping into our core wounds, which has made our time together a bit tense. It feels like really great stuff, that will strengthen our relationship in the long run. But in this moment, it’s feeling pretty rough.

What’s the wound that you’re working on?

I’m working on the abandonment issue. What else am I ever working on? In this case though, I’m specifically working on how my adoption and the wound around that caused me to close down my heart pretty much completely. It’s been a fairly intense couple of weeks on all levels – physical, emotional, energetic.

Yes, I’ve seen that. And we certainly could have an entire conversation about each of the topics you’ve mentioned so far. Is there anything else up for you right now?

Evolving my business. And I think this really ties into the piece around opening my heart. I’m realizing that the reason I’m so excited about the Energetics of Attraction is because it’s probably the topic that is most aligned with who I really am. In some ways I feel I’ve been hiding behind the coaching thing. Putting myself out in the world but not in a way that really expresses who I am and what I believe. The Energetics of Attraction feels like it does that. It feels like it really allows me to put my truth out in the world. Whether that truth will resonate for anyone else, I don’t know. But that doesn’t seem to matter so much. What feels exciting and scary is the fact that I am stepping into this deeper place of personal authenticity and preparing to put it out into the world.

Yes. Yes. Yes. That’s what I’ve been wanting for you. It is that very authenticity that WILL resonate with others. Not everyone certainly, but you don’t need to resonate with everyone. In fact you don’t want to resonate with everyone. Trust me on this one! You see, it’s not about what you’re doing. It’s not that the projects and groups and coaching that you’ve been offering up to now have been bad. Not at all. They’ve been wonderful. They are wonderful. But they have not fully expressed your truth, your authentic self. They have not given voice to all of who are and all of what you have to offer. The more fully you step into that place of offering all of you, the more you will attract others who are wanting to do the same thing. Bravo, Edward. I want to really acknowledge this personal work you’ve been doing that has opened the way for this blossoming of your business offering.

Thank you God. It feels good to hear that from you. I know I’m on the right path, but sometimes it’s nice to have some reassurance. It’s very easy for me to get into a vacuum space when I’m creating projects. The interesting thing about this project is that I have been sharing the idea with others. And I’m getting great feedback. My excitement is being met.

Exactly. “What you are seeking is seeking you.”

Yes. And I notice that we’ve gone a bit astray from my original target. Namely, figuring out what to write about in this month’s newsletter.

And has our straying shed any light on the subject?

Indeed it has. And I think I know exactly what I’m going to do. And I’m going to go start right now.

Great.

Thank you again God.

You are very welcome.

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